So I decided to drop out of school and start looking for a full time job. School wasn't "hard" it was just that I was having a hard time keeping up and I knew that I was setting myself up for failure. I'm thinking though, if I don't get a job soon, then I'm going to go through one of those vocational programs that DHS offers because I don't want to be on state assistance forever. Its embarrassing and they don't give me nearly enough to cover my rent, and bills, and to be able to buy stuff for Tallan.
It sucks and I'm disappointed in myself, but it was a choice that I had to make in order to be able to get by financially. I will continue my degree one day, just not right now.
Today is going to be a busy day!! I have to walk up to Fred Meyer and get formula, and a few other groceries. Then do laundry when I get home and in the midst of that I am cleaning my house (Especially my kitchen, its a disaster) and shampooing the carpets. Oy Vey, my back is going to HURTTTTT!
Well your school dream will always be there- thats exactly how I felt and figured I'd continue and finish someday soon, just not right now. I'm here for you and hope it all works out!:)
ReplyDeleteHey, don't feel bad sis....I dropped out too. I'm just making a promise to myself that one day I will go back and that's it's not a long lost idea. But when it comes to Elijah going to college, I'm not going to force him to go. My minimum requirement for him is to graduate high school. That's it. College is up to him.
ReplyDeleteMaybe we'll go back to school together. =)