On the road to happiness =)

So in the midst of all the changes happening in my life, Josh asked me to be his girlfriend today. =) I gladly accepted.

I've never been into the whole long distance relationship thing, but I feel like this is different. I have this feeling that everything is happening just as it should, and for once I'm doing the RIGHT thing.

Like I said in one of my last posts, Josh is flying Tallan and I down to Georgia when he gets back from Iraq. I'm soooooo excited to see him! =)

In Other News....

I went to the ER the other day, because my back and side were in excruciating pain. And of course, as always, they weren't able to tell me what was wrong. No explanation for the Kidney Pain, and they said they were gonna do a CT scan on my back, but instead they shot me up with Morphine, gave me a prescription for some pain killers and sent me on my way. Lame. I would really like to know what is causing my back pain. The kidney pain has died down a bit, but I can't walk or sit for long periods of time without my back just aching to the point that it becomes unbearable. The ER doctor told me to follow up with my PCP... yeah, I don't have one of those. I have insurance, but I'm not going out to multnomah county to see a doctor. I like the doctor that I had before my other insurance lapsed. Stupid DHS bullshit.

I got an email from Kate the other day. For those of you who don't know who "Kate" is... She is pauls ex. The girl he lived with right after I kicked him out. Well, Paul got Kate pregnant and was trying to say it wasn't his kid. This came as no surprise to me, since Paul "doesn't believe in condoms". But Kate miscarried and where was Paul? Already moving on with some other girl, named Stephanie. So Kate emailed me and was asking how I dealt with Paul for so long. I told her to call me and she and I talked for a while. I'm sad that she miscarried, because despite the situation, Tallan would have had a sibling. But in Kate's situation, it was a blessing in disguise. Paul is a douche who can't take care of his first kid and he was trying to deny this one. It would have been nothing but an uphill battle for her, probably harder than what I went through with Paul. But, she gave me some information about Paul, and all the drugs he's been on lately. She even sent me pictures of paul doing Coke. Which I am going to print and attach to the custody paperwork.

I'm thinking about filing for custody before I go to Georgia, just so we don't have any issues when I go. I can fore see it now, Paul trying to say I kidnapped his kid and took him out of the state. LOL. He is such a social fucking reject.

Anyway, back to happier times... ♥ Josh ♥ ...yay! He's such a sweetheart. I can not wait til he's back!!