Sometimes I wonder if this is ever going to get easier?

I love being a mother. I love it more than anything I have ever done. If I could choose this as a career and get paid for it, I would be in heaven. But life isn't always that easy. Being a stay at home, single mom, getting paid, means you're on welfare. Not exactly something I'm proud of, but I have to pay the bills somehow since Paul isn't exactly helping with any of that.

I'm not writing this blog to bitch about nor glorify being a single mom. I'm here to complain about the screaming pain in my back. I am almost positive that I have a kidney infection and something seriously wrong with my lower back. So I get to take a trip to the ER today.

Its sunny and 70 degrees outside and I get to spend my day in the ER. Yey, me.

FML.